why do i feel so lost, i have great family and a great husband pero i still feel na i am not myself most of the time. control freak daw ako, it seems ilag sila sa kin but i don't know.
i have dreams but they are centered to my family, actually i have no dreams for myself, para bang if i ever attempt to make one for myself, i feel guilty about it, it seems selfish... ahhh it is hard. i feel conflict within myself. i just want to be happy, i know i already gave a lot to the point na i really don't have anything na. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i hate myself. i feel jealous whenever i see somebody who loves themselves, who is a bit selfish, who does not care about how their love ones live. why am i so affected about everything?????
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